{"id":15123,"date":"2022-03-07T19:00:13","date_gmt":"2022-03-07T16:00:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/?p=15123"},"modified":"2022-03-07T14:54:40","modified_gmt":"2022-03-07T11:54:40","slug":"yazmak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/yazmak\/","title":{"rendered":"Yazmak"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sadi Somuncuo\u011flu taraf\u0131ndan yaz\u0131lan bu makale, <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u00f6re dergisinin, 1982 y\u0131l\u0131 Kas\u0131m ay\u0131n\u0131n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

138. say\u0131s\u0131nda yay\u0131mlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Uzun ve zoraki bir dinlenme (!) sonunda ne yap\u0131l\u0131r? E\u011fer bu bedeni dinlendiren, ruhu yoran bir dinlenme ise, yap\u0131lacak da bellidir. Kendini dinlenmi\u015f zanneden bedeni, k\u0131skac\u0131 i\u00e7inde inleten ruh yorgunlu\u011funu dindirmenin yollar\u0131n\u0131 aramak ve bulmak\u2026 Bunun i\u00e7in de bir par\u00e7am\u0131z olan dertlerden kopabilmek veya dert kaynaklar\u0131n\u0131 kurutmak \u015fart. Bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc bilemem. Ama ben, \u00ab\u015fu d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmleri \u00e7\u00f6zeyim de\u00bb dedik\u00e7e, vadeler birbirini kovalay\u0131p gidiyor. Sahi, dert kayna\u011f\u0131 kurur mu? Belki! Ger\u00e7i, dertten derde fark var. Kuruyan\u0131 var, kurumayan\u0131 var\u2026 Tatl\u0131s\u0131 var, ac\u0131s\u0131 var\u2026 Bizimki, galiba deniz suyu i\u00e7enin hik\u00e2yesine benziyor. \u0130\u00e7tik\u00e7e daha fazla susayan insan gibi, \u00abbiz de \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fck\u00bb dedik\u00e7e, art\u0131yor, eksilmiyor. Allah’a \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun diyoruz! \u0130\u015fte ben bu duygular i\u00e7inde, bir i\u00e7 dinlenmesi nas\u0131l yapar\u0131m derken, bizim T\u00d6RE kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Benden yaz\u0131 istiyordu. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle birlikte kendini tel \u00f6rg\u00fcler i\u00e7inde hisseden bir ki\u015fi ne yazabilir? Hayal g\u00fcc\u00fc fazla olanlar i\u00e7in belki b\u00f6ylesi daha da elveri\u015flidir. Ama benim gibi, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yazmakta g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck \u00e7ekenler i\u00e7in, yazmak olduk\u00e7a zor. \u0130\u00e7 yorgunlu\u011fu dedi\u011fim, \u00abalaboradan\u00bb sonra yazmak? B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara ra\u011fmen yazmaya mecburum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc T\u00f6re \u00f6yle istiyor. T\u00f6re kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda boynumuz k\u0131ldan ince. Yeter ki o ya\u015fas\u0131n. Yazay\u0131m ama ne yazay\u0131m! Suya sabuna dokunmadan, fincanc\u0131 kat\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcrk\u00fctmeden yazmak ne ifade eder? Ama mademki yazaca\u011f\u0131m, bakal\u0131m kalemin ucuna neler gelecek\u2026 \u00abDa\u011fdan atl\u0131lar indi\u2026 Dizginleri kopmu\u015f, ba\u015flar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck atlar\u0131yla. Atl\u0131lar, vadiye girerken k\u0131sraklar\u0131n\u0131n yelelerine terlerini siliyorlar; mendilleri, arkada\u015f yaralar\u0131nda sarih kald\u0131! Vadiler, mahmuzlar\u0131n\u0131n sesini b\u00fcy\u00fclte b\u00fcy\u00fclte \u00f6b\u00fcr vadilere vermesin diye mahmuzlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcp att\u0131lar… Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n destan\u0131 parlad\u0131. K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n par\u0131ldamas\u0131ndan korktular… Gecenin daha karanl\u0131k yerlerine sapt\u0131lar. Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir ucundan \u00f6b\u00fcr ucuna giderlerken, ta\u015fl\u0131 yollara d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler… Nal seslerini, da\u011flar, da\u011flara verdi ve bir ses: \u2014 Bu yandalar! Diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131. Atl\u0131lar, e\u011fildiler; dizginleri kopmu\u015f, e\u011fersiz atlar\u0131n\u0131n yelelerine so\u011fuk terlerini sildiler. Mendilleri, arkada\u015f yaralar\u0131nda sar\u0131l\u0131 kald\u0131.<\/em>\u00bb Bu yaz\u0131, b\u00fcy\u00fck insan rahmetli A. Nihat Asya taraf\u0131ndan 1929\u2019da kaleme al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. 1929, bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7. Ama ne kahramanl\u0131klarla, ne fedak\u00e2rl\u0131klarla… K\u0131sacas\u0131 yokluktan do\u011fan varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 besleyen, ne ruh b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fckleriyle ba\u015flayan ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7, ne b\u00fcy\u00fck bedellerle ba\u015flayan bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7. Nesilden nesile devredilen bu ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n miras\u0131, inananlar i\u00e7in k\u0131yamete kadar s\u00fcr\u00fcp gidecek. Nitekim bu yeni ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 da, eski ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131n devir-tesliminden ibaret de\u011fil mi? Ama kim, neyi teslim ald\u0131; neyi teslim etti ve edecek? \u00d6nemli olan bu. Ah bu hesaplar\u0131 sa\u011flam yapabilsek! Ah bu hesaplar\u0131 ba\u015ftan yapabilsek! Ah bu hesaplarda, hi\u00e7 olmazsa, i\u015flem hatas\u0131 bari yapmasak!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Nesilden nesile devredilen bu ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n miras\u0131, inananlar i\u00e7in k\u0131yamete kadar s\u00fcr\u00fcp gidecek. Nitekim bu yeni ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 da, eski ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131n devir-tesliminden ibaret de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":171,"featured_media":15131,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_ef_editorial_meta_date_first-draft-date":"","_ef_editorial_meta_paragraph_assignment":"","footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[2228,236,1802,2227],"coauthors":[1716],"class_list":["post-15123","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel","tag-arif-nihat-asya","tag-sadi-somuncuoglu","tag-tore-dergisi","tag-yazmak"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15123","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/171"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15123"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15123\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15132,"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15123\/revisions\/15132"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15131"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15123"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15123"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15123"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millidusunce.com\/misak\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/coauthors?post=15123"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}